The time must surely be the right also

Hej! Hur mår ni allihopa!? Det var så länge sedan, allt för länge sedan. Men vad ska man säga, det är mycket som händer just nu. Tiden finns liksom inte där som på samma sätt när man var yngre. Men jag försöker, då och då uppdatera er. Ibland blir det mer, ibland blir det mindre!

Det är mycket roligt som har hänt på sistone, och jag lovar er att jag kommer att berätta om det så fort allting är på plats. Men just nu vill jag inte avslöja saker och ting innan allt är klart, men jag har iallafall kämpat de senaste månaderna och det har förhoppningsvis lett mig någonstans. Mer än så vill jag inte avslöja än, men det kommer! =) Jag vill ju att ni ska få följa min resa sen.

Paris också, det har ju mer eller mindre blivit som mitt andra hem! Som ni kanske har sett. Jag vet att många har sett att jag spenderar extremt mycket tid i Paris, och ja det gör jag. Jag har åkt tillbaka dit efter senaste gången som jag uppdaterade er här på bloggen. Men Paris vet ni för mig vad den staden betyder, men sen så var det mycket annat där också. Eller det ÄR mycket annat där, vänner, livsstilen.. jag trivs där helt enkelt. Sen så träffade jag väl mer eller mindre en kille där också, som gjorde det lite mer lockande att komma tillbaka. Men det är väl ett avslutat kapitel nu antar jag. Han kommer alltid finnas i mitt hjärta, men vi har väl insett att det inte var vår tid. Allting måste ju pricka rätt, man kan ju inte bara trivas ihop, och ha den där gnistan. Tidpunkten måste ju vara rätt också, eller hur? Och det var väl där det brast för oss. Vi försökte hålla oss borta från varandra, men drogs tillbaka om och om igen. Sjuk dragningskraft. Så har det väl varit mellan oss i kanske ett år nu. Men tråkigt nog som jag sa så är det inte vår tid nu.


Hi! How are you all!? It was so long ago, for far too long ago. But what should I say, a lot happening right now. The time is not where in the same way when we were younger. But I try, now and then to update you as much as possible. Sometimes it will be more, sometimes less!

Alot of fun has happend recently, and I promise you that I will tell you about this as soon as everything is in place. But at the moment I do not want to disclose things until everything is clear, but I have atleast fought over the last few months and it has hopefully led me somewhere. More than that I do not want to disclose yet but I will tell you, soon! =) I want you guys to follow my journey! =)

Paris also has more or less become my second home as you may have seen! I know that many have seen that I spend an enormous amount of time in Paris and yes i do. I have gone back there after the last time that I updated you here on the blog. But Paris is very different from here, I have alot of friends there, love the lifestyle and so on.. But then I met a guy there also, which made it a little more attractive to come back. But it is a closed chapter now i suppose. He will always be in my heart, but we have realized that it was not our time. Everything must be good, you can not only enjoy together and have the sparkle and everything else is not working for you. The time must surely be the right also? And it was well where there was inadequate for us. We tried to keep us away from each other, but we fall back to eachother again and again. Sick attractiveness. It has been like that between us in about a year now. But sadly as I said, Is it not our time now so it’s over.


What you didn’t know about me

1. I love burned coffee. I prefer burnt coffee over new coffee, so I always make coffee in the morning and then I drink it after one hour🙈 It may sounds wierd, but it do has a more ”bitter” taste, and I don’t know – it’s just better that way😄

2. I drove a car the first time when I was around…8? 😁 I even learned how to drive with a manual gearbox back then.. 😂🙄 So, driving cars has always been in my nature. So with other words, I have some serious driving skills. 🙂

3. I am demi-sexual. It means – Demisexuals are characterized by a lack of sexual attraction toward any person unless they become deeply emotionally or romantically connected with a specific person. It is an orientation that is not chosen. So in other words, I can’t have a one night stand or something. I can’t feel attraction unless we vibe really emotionally. 

4. I had a lizard when I was younger. I loved him! I had him for over ten years or something. His name was Bobbo!😅 

5. I became famous in Sweden when I was 14 years old. I was one of the first blogers & youtuber that became famous. So when I was 14 I was making my own money, and had around 200.000 views on my videoblogs. But back then people just made fun of us that we where making videos and talking in front of the camera. Now , everyone does it. Wierd. 😄


Rolls Royce Phantom 2018

Hi… I just wanted to give you a quick uppdate before I go to sleep. I Will be back on my blog tomorrow. I just came home from my Vacay with my son. We took a little trip to warmer degrees, those who follow me on Instagram (Nilsson.desiree) maybe saw some pictures and understod that I’m spending quality time with him.🙂 

Well, Im not going to be to long, time is almost 2 am so I could really use som sleep right now. I just wanted to show you the new Rolls Royce Phantom 2018. I just had to share it with you guys – it’s so amazing. 💗🙏🏽 I just can’t belive my eyes.. don’t really know what to say. Look at these colors inside on the dashboard & inner panels – it’s just crazy. 💗 I’m sooooo in love. One day (I promise u guys) this will be mine.. First the Rs6 ofc.. and then this one. But what do you think about it? Do you love it as much as I do?🙈 Take a look at it, go to sleep and then dream about it. Thats what I’m gonna do😉

… I will uppdate you more tomorrow.. Alot of things has happend lately, (positive vibes😏) So tomorrow I will share some good news with you. Stay tuned😏



I couldn’t decide which one of these pictures I wanted to post – so I posted all of them!🙄 Well as you can see, Im enjoying life a bit more but now in a warmer climate than Paris🗝
As I told u, Im here with my little son. He is moooore than happy to be here, he is like a little mermaid. 90% of the time here – he wants to swim!🐋 So, as you may understand – life is kind of perfect right now. ✨ 

But from one thing to another. I’m sitting here on the balcony and you know.. thinking about life and some other stuff. And then I realised that I wanted to express some positive mind thinking here, and maybe share some positive energy to you guys..🙏🏽 You know, my life isn’t perfect – it’s faaaar away from perfect actually. If you just knew how much stuff I’m worried about everyday.. But, I would never let that rule my life. NEVER. One thing I’ve learned in life is that you can never change the past, and you can never predict the future. It may sounds like a cliché, but think about it… it’s so god damn true.. and I think we need to remind ourselves about that EVERYDAY. Because we forget it. We always feel bad for things (we Can’t change) that happend in the past. And we always worry about future situations that we Can’t predict more than doing our best..

So from now on, I want you all to think like this: fuck it.. Let the future tell, and when u know the situation – make a plan and take care of the situation then… AND(!) remember that everything happens for a reason, every road leads to another.. so if the situation didnt go as you planed.. Dont feel bad about it. Either its a lesson or.. its going to lead you somewhere else – Where you actually belong. 

And if you think of life like a circle, it all makes sence right? One door closed… another one opens.. crazy…. Well, I think most of the time when I hear people talking about when they feel stressed, worried or something – its always about those stuff. Stuff that you CANT CHANGE OR PREDICT. And I think its crazy that we actually ACCEPT our brains to be okay with this type of thinking. Its not good for either the situation or for yourself. So.. just remember these things, I know that everyone knows this stuff but we forget how much we actually let it controll our lifes.. so. Fuck it. Do your thing. 🤘🏽



I woke up like this

This is how we spend our mornings in Paris. To lazy for breakfast, so we are just sitting by the window, eating chocolate and drinking coffe with a beautiful view. Kind of perfect way to start your day, right?✨🙏🏽 And I just loooove that me and my bestie always have the same way of thinking. Chocolate & coffe for breakfast everyday, goals.🙊 



We all have dreams. Big dreams. Goals that we want achieve. My dreams lately have been mostly about the future. Like, I just wan’t to be a graduated real estate agent, meet my future husband, give my son siblings. It’s all what I’m thinking about these days. But you know, I have a plan in my head.. how I’m gonna do to reach my goals. Maybe it’s going to take a couple of years, and I’m probably going to fail a couple of times before i achieve my goals, but that’s okey. That’s life, and that’s how you learn, grow.. and become a bigger and a better version of yourself.

And things take time you know.. They say that it takes 13 hours to build a Toyota and 6 months to build a RR.. Do you know what I’m saying here? Great things, they take time. And I just don’t wanna take shortcuts, or stress about my lovelife just becuse I have a goal in the future to get married. Did you remember before when I told u guys about that I didn’t even wanted to get married? But I now I see things different.. Before, I thought that people just got married ”becuse they where in love of the idea of being married” and becuse it’s a ”normal” step in a relationship. But since I have been thinking much lately about my future and stuff like that I’ve changed my mind.. I do wanna get married now but It has to be like.. totally perfect. Not in a fairy-tail kind of way, more like – If I’m getting married then I’m always devoted to him, and I always want to feel devoted to him too. Like, divorce doesn’t exist. And I know, most of the people are probaly thinking like this, but then they also do always have a thought back in their mind that ”you can always get a divorce if It doesn’t work out” and it feels like very many people see very easily on marriages these days.. like that they feel something, maybe love (but not unconditinal love) and they just settle for it and just try it out..

And I know… You can’t plan the future. You don’t know what will happend in the future. But all I’m saying (im a veeeery deep person, I belive in horoscope’s & and that everything happens for a reason.. and with that I’m also a true beliver in soulmates… and that you can feel when you just ”click” with someone and it’s your soulmate… and yeah, I also do belive in magical love, like never ending love.) and that’s why I’m not going to stress about this. Like, I have been in love before (obviously) but It has too be more than that this time. I know that it does exist. You know, when u like.. meet someone, and you know that u both feel something but maybe it’s not the right time for you or you just go through so much together and think that this will never work out, and u take roads to avoid that person but in some kind of wierd way u always end up with that person anyway even tho it was not a part of the plan – and when u do, it always feel so damn good like u are connected in a different world kind of connection. U know? THAT is a soulmate. Your roads path for a reason…and u try to avoid each other but someone has bigger plans for you so it’s impossible.. That is someone I wanna get married to. Cuz then I know. If two people/souls are meant to stay together, they will ALWAYS find their way back. No matter what.

And if not… I rather don’t get married, and stay single than being with a person just to settle, or just becuse I’m lonley or something.. No. never..

Well……. Huge speak about marriages… I’m too deep sometimes. Or.. like.. all the time. If you guys just knew, you would be chocked..



It’s not ”only” Paris

I don’t know where to start. First of all, it’s been too long since i uppdated you guys.. I know. To be honest, I have been living my dream in Paris. Paris…. Paris… Paris.. Where to begin? It’s more than just a trip to a big city, it’s more than good food and good company, it’s more than beautiful architecture.. Paris is everything. More than you can imagine (for those who haven’t been there..) And I’m so in love. No.. not in a boy.. Just in love with everything in Paris. It’s all about love, that’s why I keep coming back over and over again..

And btw, you are probably wondering why I’m writning in English.. again. Like I have been doing like two or three times before, and then just I dropped it.. remember? BUT! Since I have been talking english alot lately and most of my friends doesn’t speak Swedish – i’m actually thinking about just starting to write full time in  English since I’m not uppdating my blog everyday like before (five times a day) so Do I thinks it’s actually going to be more easy for me to uppdate my blog in English than it has been before. It’s not going to perfect, but as long as you can understand a bit it’s working fine. I’m always writing in English on my instagram, so why not do the same here? 🙂

And.. Since my blog is more like diary these days, I want my Enlish-speaking friends to understand what they are reading about. I hope u will be okay with that, my Swedish readers! ♥


Belissas whitening❤️

I samarbete med Belissas.

Nu på min lilla resa till Paris så tog jag med mig min tandblekning som jag skrivit om tidigare från🌸 Vita tänder är verkligen fint och det gör verkligen ett bra, fräscht intryck tycker jag. Även om man inte tänker så mycket på det kanske själv, så ser man genuint mer hälsosam ut med vita tänder.

 Jag som är kaffe-beroende vet ju att det mörkar ju ner mina tänder rätt mycket, så därför uppskattar jag att det finns en enkel bra tandblekning som faktiskt funkar hemma. Som dessutom är mer prisvärd, för jag har ingen speciell lust att lägga ner flera tusen på tandblekning hos tandläkaren när det är minst lika effektivt att göra det hemma för 10% av det priset.Jag tog med mig min tanblekning hit till Paris iallafall och körde en gång, så smidigt! Jag har ju använt min tanblekning förut – så jag har kokat skenan tidigare och utformat efter mina tänder. Sen lägger man ju bara lite gel i skenan och sen i med dom + lampan i 20 minuter. Enkelt! Så nu känner jag mig genast fräsch och fin inför Paris.

Förresten, i och med att jag samarbetar med Belissas så har jag fixat hela 50% RABATT till er nu med koden ”DESSIES” men ni får passa på nu för koden slutar gälla snart!❤️ 


Parisian life

…. Vi njuter så mycket! Promenerar runt, äter desserter, ser sevärdigheterna här i Paris (för första gången lol.) och bara är. Älskar det här så mycket!! ❤️ Den vackra trädgården jaga tår vid är George V (four season’s hotel) Om ni besöker Paris så åk till det hotellet, unna er en god lunch i den fantastiska miljön – det är så värt det. Jag har aldrig sett en vackrare atmosfär som där. … Igår kväll så träffade vi upp våra franska vänner och satt vid Pont Alexandre – precis vid vattnet och drack vin i världens sol. Så magiskt alltihop 😍 Jag har massor med bilder från resan – mer än det jag lägger upp men jag kommer att lägga upp allt när jag har tid. Nu vill man ju ut och njuta av Paris, eller hur?! 
Så vi hörs mer sen! ❤️